About "thinking"
When we paint, we think a lot. How to make it unusual, how to make it so that no one imitates, how to make it exciting, catchy, how to make it vivid, how to use the Aesopian language, how to make it serious — that is, with humor and with meaning.
About the personal in art
The artist cares only about himself: he is preoccupied with himself and explores himself. We always have a task to convey our feelings: either memories or serious shocks from the present — fear, stress, nerves, worries. The "big" artist reflects a lot — he is "skinless". Getting hooked is still not the main thing. The main thing is to openly portray everything that you feel. It's unacceptable to spy on others or mow down at someone, but you still need to know what's going on in the world that came before you.
About your own style
Yes, everything has already happened, but now you have to look at everything from a different angle, develop your own style. The picture should be multi-layered: there's humor, and serious memories, and something positive, and dreams, and unpleasant.